The Complete List.... or..... Just Call Me, Brokie........

[+ Axiom2001]

Great list. It's your life, money and time. Live it up.

 

I concur with Mark450 and send thunderous applause to you, man! If others could be so fortunate!!!! - - -

[atlgaboy]

Quite a list! One thing that caught my eye was that the whole thing started with Clint Cooper, who during the all too brief time he was making videos, was a favorite of mine. Never had seen him talked about as being available. Any story to share on how that meeting came about?

[JT Brooklyn]

Okie has definite Memories of one of my also All Time Favs to look at "Clint Cooper"! Whether he wants to pass along his experience we shall see? LOL

[Okliehomo]

Clint Cooper.... Super Duper...

 

I first saw him in Men Magazine. He was featured in a photo shoot and he was this butch daddy and the text read something like. "Come here, punk... bend over my knee... show me that ass.... I am going to spank you until I fuck you..." Or of that ilk. (So hot, stayed with me for years. Just ask David.....) and CC so looked the part. Back then, when you looked at the model's profile, it had a contact link. So, I did.

 

By email. And he actually wrote back. Very nice guy. Totally over his head as a porn star and no interest or desire to be an escort. But it just so happened that he was hired to dance at a bar in OKC and I asked to meet him. He agreed.... for $700 less airfare..... It was my FIRST time and I knew that was fucked up... He wanted to talk on the phone. So, I called him. Not a butch daddy, at all.... not nellie, but kind of childlike, lots of, "Oh, yucks" and "You silly"... but he was in my head and has proven to be the pattern, I wouldn't let it go.

 

So, he flew into Dallas first and then had to drive to OKC because all flights were grounded due to heavy fog in Dec.

He was staying at the sleazy hotel that the bar was in. I remember walking up and seeing him standing on the stairs, looking out the windows to the parking lot. i guess, looking for me. So nervous about meeting me. He was flawless. Skintight jeans. Perfect body. Porn star in the flesh. Oh my.

 

I had booked a room in nice hotel nearby the bar. I took him over there and we discovered that they had overbooked. So, we went to dinner and then back to the sleazy one because he had to start dancing by 9. He danced and I sat in the bar and drank some beers. He joined me on his breaks. The management thought that he took too many of those and when he was through dancing, threatened not to pay him and boys, butch daddy was back!!! He manned up and demanded his $$$ and the fuckers paid him. Sexy.

 

I was just standing there in his cowboy hat, holding his bag and listening to him tell the manager how exactly it was going to be.... and that the manager was my crazy ex boyfriend's really, really good friend was such an added bonus ... I was so loving it.

 

We got up to the room and he took a shower. I think that we kissed some and that I did suck his really fat dick. And I know that I rimmed him.... but I am also pretty sure that I didn't cum. And I left early in the morning. Kind of freaked out by it all. I'm a john!!!!!

 

But, he and I kept in touch. As in, he wrote me a lot and sometimes, evened called me, telling me all about his desire to be a film maker. He sent me the documentary he did on Chi Chi LaRue... I still have it... And of course, he was always broke. I helped him a couple of times. To the tune of about $5000... plus a computer, but who's counting?

 

He did send me 3 checks.. for $50 each.. and then, gone.

 

He did meet and move in with a VP at NBC during this time. According to him, anyway.

 

Lots more drama to that story. But the moral is.....I was such a newbie and didn't know how to have sex with guys for money... We're fucking, so, you are my boyfriend, right? It was all about love with me and I paid a bit of a price for that transition...but no regrets.

 

Absolutely no hard feelings toward the man. He warned me to stop this and told me to stay away from guys like Aidan Shaw (not that I listened).... He actually had his life coach call me a couple of times and advise me to steer clear of this very dangerous path of men for hire.. (not that I heeded that sage advice, either).

 

All these years later, I can clearly see that he never wanted for a minute to be an escort or a porn star.. he had the body for both, but not the mindset. Or the voice.. just saying.

 

And he got out the minute that he could.

 

Still wish him the very best today.

 

Okie

[seeker630]

Okie - thanks for that look behind the curtain. It was very revealing about both of you - and very moving!

[Guest Magnus]

Okie, GREAT list and trip down memory lane.

Sometimes when I can't sleep, I try to remember and count all the guys I've hired over the past decade+ but there's no way I can remember their names. I just remember looks, traits or characteristics. It's kind of like counting sheep...

[atlgaboy]

Okie,

 

Thanks very much for answering my inquiry about Clint Cooper so completely. Very interesting story. While I can't come close to having your breadth of experience in all of this, your story about Clint reminded me of my experience over a number of years with Jim Bentley. Upon meeting him the fantasy didn't quite add up, but that didn't stop me from keeping in touch long distance and caving in to his requests for monetary help more times than I should have. But live and learn, right?

 

Thanks again...

[instudiocity]

Sometimes when I can't sleep, I try to remember and count all the guys I've hired ... It's kind of like counting sheep...

More like counting ASS or counting TAILs...

[JT Brooklyn]

Thanks for retelling your C.C. Experience Okie..I'm sure it brought Good and not so Good Memories! But ain' that what Life is about.. The Dude was a Hunk...

[runthemhoes]

you're my ghandi.

[GoodFella69]

Okie, Many thanks for sharing that list. It's great to see that you conquered cancer and never allowed it to steal your joy and passion for living. I'm blown away!

 

Goodfella

[Okliehomo]

A thought or two...

 

Appreciate the Ghandi thought, very much. You are welcome in Oklahoma anytime...

 

But, to be clear... he was all about achieving peace, and I am only about getting a piece. Subtle difference, I know, but, still.

 

And as for "conquering" cancer... I did have some good news today. Almost five years out, and my tumor mark came back .5.... negligible, nothing. AND my liver is as fit as a fiddle... to my amazement and no doubt, yours.

 

You know, boys, it was an awful time. Unthinkable, really. I had it and my Mother did, too. Crazy luck. And I read the obits about someone dying after a "long battle" with cancer, and you know how I want mine to read? More like.....

 

"Okie, after a slap fight with cancer... (or... Okie, after cancer pulled his hair...) passed away today, apparently from being smothered in a hotel room in OKC. Apprehended at the scene were David/SF, Ty/Portland, Mark/Chicago, Andrew Justice/Peoria, Marco Ferreti, and Juan and Kevin/Vancouver...."

 

All guilty.

 

Okie

[instudiocity]

"Okie, after a slap fight with cancer... (or... Okie, after cancer pulled his hair...) passed away today, apparently from being smothered in a hotel room in OKC. Apprehended at the scene were David/SF, Ty/Portland, Mark/Chicago, Andrew Justice/Peoria, Marco Ferreti, and Juan and Kevin/Vancouver...."

 

All guilty.

 

Okie

Okie, he came, and then he went!