Pre-weekend jitters

[lookin4hotties]

This has never happened to me before..found an escort

online, emailed back and forth a few times and booked

a weekend for him to fly in. Ok, so far.

 

Now I'm sitting here and I'm nervous as hell, almost

shaking. I've read the really cool post out there

about what to expect, etc. That is not the problem.

I've hosted people before. The weekend will go okay,

I will make sure that it will be fun and will include

dinner, sightseeing, etc.

 

The problem is, I'm actually worried about what this

escort will think of me personally. This is NOT why

I book escorts, they shouldn't feel the same emotionally

for me as dating, even if I do all the same things that I

do on a date. For the escort, whatever they think

of me is really none of my business, although hopefully

they will just think I'm a decent client. All I care

about is that the escort should be reasonally friendly

TOWARD me, decent, polite, etc. and wonderful in bed.

Other than that, what the escort actually thinks of me

has never been anything I've ever cared about and it is

certainly nothing I can control.

 

I don't know why but this one is different. He's more

of an amateur meaning he does not escort very often

and he has not been escorting for very long. He's also

cute as hell and quite shy. If Brad Pitt were flying

in on a private jet to see me, I would not be quite

as nervous. If Mr. Pitt ever became available, I would

provide a little Cristal and perhaps some "smoke" and it

would be smooth sailing from there...

 

Not with this one. For whatever reason, I am feeling

overcome, and scared of being judged and am really

nervous. This is the opposite of why I hire escorts.

They come, they go away, no worries.

 

I can usually enjoy an escort and not feel vulnerable...

For what ever reason, this one has pierced my armor.

If he wasn't physically everything I've been looking

for, I would cancel the visit.

 

Has anyone ever been through this before?

 

Lookin4hotties

[JT Brooklyn]

Lookin...You have "Paid for a Weekend"! Airfare and all things considered, he will think a lot of you! These Gigs are not that easy to cum by these days!

 

He being an alleged NEWBIE..Sounds like he may be a little Nervous himself!

 

So remember 2 Nervous people doesnot make for a Great Weekend....

 

Calm down.. Take a Breath and keep in mind..You have done this before! ;-)

[lookin4hotties]

Will do, I appreciate the encouragement!

Never had pre-escort jitters like this

before. This is the hottest guy I've

been with (or will be) in the past

10 years. I've hired pornstars,

etc. and this really takes the

cake & my breath away too.

 

Thanks :-)

 

Lookin4hotties

[AdamSmith]

Here's a little bit different take: Enjoy this new-found vulnerability! Feel it, live it, remember it. As JT says, in reality you will still have all the emotional protections and safeguards that come from it being a hire, not an affair.

[JT Brooklyn]

Adam..Totally Agree every New Guy should definitely be enjoyed as a New Experience on all levels!

 

Hopefully we will also get a Report on how Lookins Weekend went and also with WHO? LOL ;-)

[curtis20009]

don't book a hole weekend. Just hire him once per day. There's a lot of boring time while entertaining an escort at home.

I don't know this guy and I have the feeling that you'll have fun with him. Unfortunately there are some white trash and redneck escorts that are unbereable... No brains at all.

Have fun with him, ok?