Dear Mike Stefano

[Guest cmp]

Hello Mike,

 

You haven't posted anything here for a while and I am missing your posts, as I am sure many others do. I understand you are more comfortable posting your updates and press releases under the "New Day" column on your Web site rather than here. I visit your cyberhome every day and I am always greeted by your sweet smile and touched by your bio. However, I still don't know how you have been doing since your last update there. So, how are you doing? I hope you are well and making steady progress. And how is Steph?

 

May I suggest to add a Guestbook to your homepage, I would love to leave you a message from time to time, and the supporting messages many of us will want to leave will give you more encouragement and will make a nice souvenir for you. Also, would you add some new pics to your Galery? And are the videos going to be available soon?

 

Good luck and hugz.

[Guest TruthTeller]

>Also, would you add some new pics to your Galery? And

>are the videos going to be available soon?

 

That is such a good suggestion. This way, you can intensify your vouyeristic intrigue with his life and its various problems and challenges - "let me log on and see if little Mikey tweaked today" - and then, when you're bored with his struggles, you can jerk off to (or onto) his new pictures.

 

It's like an interactive, porno Oprah show - I think there's great market potential here.

[firecat]

Just so you'll all know, I saw Mike yesterday and he is doing just fine. He looks and sounds great and that goes for Steph also.

[BuckyXTC]

I talk with Mike frequently, and he's doing well, just very busy these days. He'll be updating his website soon.

 

And to TruthTeller: You're late to your NAMBLA meeting....run along like a good little pervert. Assholes should be seen and not heard.

[+ Lucky]

RE: Dear Bucky

 

I have noticed that your posts today are a little biting. What's up?

No, i am not being cynical.:*

[Guest TruthTeller]

>And to TruthTeller: You're late to your NAMBLA

>meeting....run along like a good little pervert.

 

This is such sweet irony - a NAMBLA accusation coming from an old pig who wants to vouyeristically lurk in some boyish whore's life, craving more and more private information about him, and beseeching him to divulge more and more about his personal issues -- all so that you can nurture and mother him - protectively cradle him to your old, decaying graying chest while he hugs you in gratitude.

 

All these old pigs trying to exploit this young little prostitute and his drug addiction by digging into his personal affairs and offering him oh-so-parental emotional support -- begging him to be more vulnerable and exposed - all because you desperately want to feel needed by, and protective of, a little boy.

 

No wonder NAMBLA is your reference point for sexuality. Don't you see that the sick, unseemly need all of you have to mother Mike Stefano is all about your desire to protect and hug little boys?

 

You're just exploiting him - "tell us more about your fight not to do crystal, Mikey." "Come cry on Uncle Bucky's shoulders." "That's it, Mikey. Rest now. Good boy." It's been turning my stomach ever since I witnessed it for the first time, and it never fucking ends.

 

>Assholes

>should be seen and not heard.

 

What I said obviously hit home pretty hard. Bucky the Nun utters a profane personal insult. Go look for some little boys who need some emotional support, Bucky. That will get your little cock hard and your "mind" off of all these unpleasantries.

[Guest exFratBoy]

RE: Dear Bucky

 

Gosh, Mr. Truth Teller, your insights into other people are just downright breathtaking!!

I think it is so good and kind of you, you cuddly ole do-gooder, to help Mr. Stefano defend himself from that ole Mr. CMP. I think it is just so noble of you to do this without even being asked.

 

And the way you just intuited what Mr. CMP really, really meant-- you are the brilliantest!!

Your concern for the well-being of just about everyone on here puts me in mind of my other personal hero, Mother Theresa. (Although I bet she can't minister to young boys as good as you can!!)

 

Thank you for being here for all of us and for revealing our evil urges to us so that we can become better people, you big ole fluffy cuddleball, you!! I know that you are just doing it for our own good, and that you are being self-sacrificing by spending so much of your life doing good works like this.

 

W E L O V E Y O U M R . T R U T H T E L L E R ! ! !

 

XXX000

:-) :-) :-) :-)

[Guest TruthTeller]

RE: Dear Bucky

 

>W E L O V E Y O U M R . T R U T H T E L L E R ! !

 

Wow - you've written about 15 different posts, over 10 or so different threads, all in response to the one post I wrote to you a few days ago regarding your boundless need to make others think you're masculine.

 

Your daily need to write multiple posts about me and what I said is bordering on obssessive. That's very flattering. Did my post about you really affect you that much? Apparently so. Glad to be of help.

[SmallTownJohn]

Let's get back to the original post about Mike Stefano:0)

 

 

John

[BuckyXTC]

TruthTeller:

 

Let's talk about obsession. You are the one who obsessively waits for anyone to show an ounce of caring or humanity, and then you quickly relieve your bowels on them. You are the one who immediately casts aspersions on the motives of just about everyone who tries to be decent here, because in your deluded world you somehow consider yourself to be superior. I wouldn't be inclined to describe you in profane terms like asshole if you didn't perpetually act like one. I'll admit the NAMBLA thing was a cheap shot, but I wouldn't have thought it would have stirred you up, since you never hesitate to throw vulgar insults around willy-nilly here. Guess it got under your skin. Guess you're not as tough as you'd like to make people think.

 

And go right ahead and feel free to question the motives of folks who try to be helpful to others here, as you inevitably will. It's obviously projection on your part: what you unconsciously loathe about yourself you project onto others. It's called reaction formation. Go read some Freud, or Leopold Bellak or Helen Gediman and maybe you'll gain some insights into your pathology. But I doubt it. I could really give a rat's ass about what you think of me. If I did care, then I'd have really have something to worry about.

[Guest AdamLVescort]

I am shocked over what I just read! Sounds like to me you guys need to break out a 6pak of whoop-ass and duke it out. Why are you guys fighting on this thread. Obviously there is more to it than I know but Jeese why do you keep throwing punches like that? Is it worth it? How many words do you have to type before you break someone down? Why would you want to do that? Verbally hurt someone is fun? I know that everyone can't possibly agree on everything but man.. Well I am a loss for words.:-( I guess call me the world peace maker.

[Guest exFratBoy]

Besides Bucky, he's really just trying to help you to be as perfect and brilliant as he is. And why should Mr. Truth Teller have to read Freud? He can tell what people'e motivations are just from reading a 3 or 4 sentence post. He doesn't need any of those silly books with all those big words in them!

Didn't you read his last post to me? See how happy he is when he can help others out? He is just the bestest friend any of us boys could want.

 

WE STILL LOVE YOU MR. TRUTH TELLER!!!

 

PLEASE KEEP ON HELPING US TO BE MORE PERFECT BEINGS!!!!

[Guest TruthTeller]

>Let's talk about obsession. You are the one who obsessively

>waits for anyone to show an ounce of caring or humanity, and

>then you quickly relieve your bowels on them.

 

Plenty of people parade their "caring" or "humanity" around here without my commenting upon it. I tend only to comment on such displays when they're transparently contrived, self-rigtheous, self-absorbed, and exploitive -- and even then, I don't comment on every such display, or else I'd be nothing nothing else.

 

>I wouldn't be inclined to describe you in profane terms like

>asshole if you didn't perpetually act like one.

 

Some other poster recently pointed that those individuals who are most pious in their condemnations of others for using "rough language" and personal insult virtually always resort to such invective themselves, and then justify it by claiming that, for some reason, it's justifiable when *they* resort to such language, but not when others do. You illustrated that phenomenon perfectly.

 

>I'll admit

>the NAMBLA thing was a cheap shot, . . .

 

What's notable to me is that whenever the most virulent anti-gay bigots want to demonize gay men, they resort to the most repugnant tactic of calling gays child molesters or implying that they seek to molest children. Interestingly, certain gay men use the same tactic when they want to insult other gay men.

 

>but I wouldn't have

>thought it would have stirred you up, since you never

>hesitate to throw vulgar insults around willy-nilly here.

>Guess it got under your skin. Guess you're not as tough as

>you'd like to make people think.

 

If you want to think it stirred me up, that's fine. What actually provoke my response to you was the irony of your calling me a NAMBLA member in the same thread where you try to play father figure to a prostitute who looks like he's 12.

 

>And go right ahead and feel free to question the motives of

>folks who try to be helpful to others here, as you

>inevitably will. It's obviously projection on your part:

>what you unconsciously loathe about yourself you project

>onto others. It's called reaction formation. Go read some

>Freud, or Leopold Bellak or Helen Gediman and maybe you'll

>gain some insights into your pathology.

 

Invoking "projection" platitudes from Pop Psychology 101 is rarely constructive. The fact that you can claim that all of this Mike Stefano obssession is about a genuine desire to help him, rather than a means of fulfilling your own emotional and sexual needs, is amazing, particularly given that this thread began with someone FIRST asking him to talk more about his addiction problems, and THEN asking when he's going to post more seductive pictures of himself and when his nude video will be available.

 

If you don't think there's anything unseemly, exploitive and disingeneous about a bunch of 50+ year old men constantly urging some 20-year-old prostitute to talk more about his drug problems -- so that the old hens can all run around mothering him in public while talking about how hot his nubile pics are -- then nothing I can say can illustrate it to you.

[BuckyXTC]

TruthTeller:

 

Dealing with your innuendos is so wearisome......especially since you don't have a clue as to what your talking about. Rather than continuing to be jerk about everything, you might consider going to the source, Mike Stefano himself, and asking him if we've ever discussed sex, or if I've ever asked for nude pictures or anything of that sort. You would discover that he would indicate the answer is an emphatic no. Just because you're obssessed with all matters sexual doesn't mean everyone else it.It's obvious you have a very active fantasy life, now try to come out of the clouds and live in the real world for a change. Just because you view escorts and clients both in such a negative light, doesn't make it reality. You once said I'd have nice things to say about Satan.....we'll that might be true, if I were left with the choice between Satan and you, it would be a no-brainer to prefer the Prince of Darkness.

[Guest Stefano]

Good Morning Message Center!

 

Well I am a bit surprised to read this thread this morning. It is true that I have been absent for a while. I have what some people call a "really shitty laptop", slow dial up connection, and a busy life so I haven't been able to keep up lately.

 

To CMP... I am doing well and thank you for asking.. I am in the process of getting a few more of my domain names right now and have other cyber issues that are prolonging the time it's taking for the use of streaming videos on my site to be available. But they along with other picture's will be up as soon as possible...

 

To Truthteller... I would just like to apoligize if any of my personal issues are getting in the way of your enjoyment on this site. I will try to avoid getting in your way around here from now on I promise. Here's a little suggestion though... If you don't feel like hearing something,, then use your mouse and scroll past it. I know it's difficult to do and I experienced this same problem this morning when reading your posts. But I am happy to report that it is definately possible... If that doesn't help then try Ctrl+Alt+Del twice. That should get rid of all the frustrations that stare you in the face.. Hope my advice is useful my friend..

 

To Bucky... Well you need not post any further on this thread in order to justify your intentions to anyone here. From all of our conversions via email and phone I know what they are and that is truely what matters. To the comment regarding your saintliness, I will stand and apoligize since that is how "I" have categorized you here in the message center. You shouldn't have to answer for titles given to you and not by you...

 

To everyone else that this thread is bothering right now...I truely apoligize. There should be no reason for arguements to exist here over the issues of a "20-year-old prostitute/whore". I being that whore feel the need to say sorry.

 

I will do my best today not to read any posts that follow this one. Again that can be difficult, but not impossible.

 

Mike

[Guest Stephan-Lacoste]

>>Also, would you add some new pics to your Galery? And

>>are the videos going to be available soon?

 

>That is such a good suggestion. This way, you can intensify

>your vouyeristic intrigue with his life and its various

>problems and challenges - "let me log on and see if little

>Mikey tweaked today" - and then, when you're bored with his

>struggles, you can jerk off to (or onto) his new pictures.

>

>It's like an interactive, porno Oprah show - I think there's

>great market potential here.

 

YOu are really an Idiot, and believe me, I will be nice to you, because we asked me to.

But you response has nothing to do with what "cmp" wrote. So what I would suggest you to do , is fellowing the little "20-year-old prostitute/whore" advice, by doing Control + alt + delete twice.

 

"Just because you're obssessed with all matters sexual doesn't mean everyone else it.It's obvious you have a very active fantasy life, now try to come out of the clouds and live in the real world for a change. Just because you view escorts and clients both in such a negative light, doesn't make it reality"

 

He really has a problem with himself, and You know what ? he is just jaelous because he can't have that "20-year-old prostitute/whore" ass for all the monney in the world and that is really pissing him off

[Guest TruthTeller]

>YOu are really an Idiot, and believe me, I will be nice to

>you, because we asked me to.

 

Oh, thank Goodness for this - I shudder to think about what might happen if you didn't restrain yourself when answering. The consequences are too horrible even to contemplate.

 

>But you response has nothing to do with what "cmp" wrote.

 

CMP asked Mike to tell him more - and more and more and more - about Mike's efforts to stop shoving crystal up his nose and in his hole, and then followed that request by asking Mike to post more pictures about himself and tell him when his "video" would be available. That's exactly what I wrote about in my response to CMP.

 

>So

>what I would suggest you to do , is fellowing the little

>"20-year-old prostitute/whore" advice, by doing Control +

>alt + delete twice.

 

Why would I do this? I find it both instructive to watch these self-absorbed, old Do-Gooders exploiting little Mikey and his drug addiction for their own prurient reasons, while little Mikey wallows in the attention.

 

>He really has a problem with himself, and You know what

>? he is just jaelous because he can't have that "20-year-old

>prostitute/whore" ass for all the monney in the world and

>that is really pissing him off

 

One thing about having 20 year old prostitute/whores around is that you need not worry about having them if you want them. I'm quite sure that if I showed up in Las Vegas with ten $20 bills, then I -- like everyone else on the planet -- could have Mikey, or you, or any other prostitute on the floor naked. That's why we call your prostitutes.

 

I personally don't think there's anything wrong with it, but the idea that someone is jealous because they can't have you - when you're a prostitute - is really a bit much, even for the escort-glorifying delusions which plague this Board.

[Guest Stephan-Lacoste]

But this is true, why would I even care to reply to this. We all agree with you my dear TruthTeller. I do apologize for my first post, you know when you wake up , without your regular Starbuck coffee and reading sarcastic post about My little Mikey, I just got a little bite upset and that was really dumb of me.

 

Anyway we all know today that our little Mikey is doing great, and he is really motivated with everything going on. He is having a big smile every morning he wakes up, and it is so good to see.

 

Thanks My dear friends ; TruthTeller, Cmp, firecat, BuckyXTC, Lucky, exFratBoy, SmallTownJohn, and I won't forget you my dear Adam, thanks you all for caring and thanks for your time.

 

Hug to you Mike

 

 

:+

[Guest cmp]

Ohmygod, what a commotion I have caused. Maybe T-Square would like to see my WebCam

 

I apologize to everyone for involuntarily dragging them into this. This is very embarrassing - I don't care about what has been said about me, but I feel responsible for the bullshit addressed to everyone else, especially Mike and Bucky. Please forgive me guys, I promise to be more careful in the future. Bucky never flirted with Mike, T-Square defined the word "unfair" on this one. I did flirt with him, but only after understanding from many of his posts that he liked it at least as much as I did, so I don't think I misbehaved. I guess I would not come here if I didn't like to flirt with sweet, young, sexy people. It seems to me that I am not alone.

 

Mike, thanks for the update, I'm glad you are doing well. Please don't let a little bullshit distract you from your beautiful effort to steer your life onto a clean and healthy path. [... a little flirting here - self-censored to make this message truth-tellingly correct ...] Please post a short update from time to time, either on your New Day page or by sending a private message to some of us. Hugz (for Steph too)!

[Guest cp8036]

RE: Dear Bucky

 

ken,

 

Not sure of your impression, and I know you don't like Truthteller... But, I have to agree with him in concept about the bucky/cmp/stefano thing. TT is rude and abrasive, but his points are well taken -- and very well articulated. Bucky and cmp are like groupies to this escort. I am embarrassed for them. TT seems to hit the nail on the head many times.

 

What did you think?

 

That being said, wanted to say in private that I will not wage a hugfest campaign as they did for Stefano. Just pointed David in the right direction and helped with some writing.

 

I didn't want to post and support TT as he is over the top, and universally detested. I don't want to effectively join forces with Osama bin Laden.

 

Not sure I told you... I had/have issues with crystal meth this year. At 39 years of age I break from my conservative shell and fall into the bowels of the drug world. Even as a teen I never touched drugs. I read about Mike's problems, and he requested info on programs/clinics. I emailed about one facility in SF (Haight Street Clinic). At the time I was in Vegas for a convention. Mike emailed and called me, wanted to meet( guy2guy, not escort2client). We met, and i have to admit he is really sweet, CUTE, genuine, and smart. We shared a lot of stories about meth, about lovers, job, family, and the escort world. It was a nice time, and was nice to meet him, and no sex at all. But, I left it at just that. I cannot say he is my friend, but a nice person I met. But we did get a chuckle when I asked about his little fan club.

 

What cracks me up is how some of those guys woo over the guy. Always talking about him, asking him for pix, calling him, and so on. They have not even met the guy. Think how envious Buck and cmp would be if they knew I met him for free.

 

Also when Mike posted a private email I sent him (to my chagrin), publically he asked that I forgive, as he only wanted to share with the members. He wanted to show how supportive the guys are in here.

 

I had a few nods of support from nice guys, and very grateful. But, I am not about to think I would get the attention a cutie like he would. I guess Mike doesn't get that part. Funniest is how Bucky said he doesn't mind that Mike posted my email.

 

Anyway.... I am about to get ready for work. Bye

[BuckyXTC]

RE: Dear Bucky

 

cp:

 

What you think of me is none of my business. Have a great day at work.

Bucky

[Guest TruthTeller]

RE: Dear Bucky

 

>I didn't want to post and support TT . . .

 

Nice of you to do so anyway, inadvertent though it was.

 

>as he is over the top,

>and universally detested.

 

Who? Me? Gosh, say it isn't so.

 

>I don't want to effectively join

>forces with Osama bin Laden.

 

I have nuclear weapons, but only as a deterrent.

 

>I had a few nods of support from nice guys, and very

>grateful. But, I am not about to think I would get the

>attention a cutie like he would. I guess Mike doesn't get

>that part.

 

Precisely - this is my point. There are lots of crystal addicts out there - none seem to attract the constant, overflowing, carressing support which Mike attracts. He doesn't even have to seek it out; in droves, they go to him, begging to be of help. I wonder why that is.

 

And, as a general proposition, I find that those who are seeking to help drug addicts overcome their addiction don't typically request naked pictures of the addict and publicy beseech them to seek more "help".

 

Sorry you were turned into Mullah Omar, OSB's most steadfast ally, as a result of your inadvertent posting of private mail.

[Guest cmp]

Enough

 

I don't care what is said about me (I don't think every falsehood in the world needs to be contested), but I feel terrible about dragging unsuspecting, innocent people into this shit. I happen to care about my plumber as much as I do about a young escort and ex-eboys-pornstar who has a problem in his life, but of course it's easy to be cynical about it. I am lucky to have had the opportunity to help a few people out of some real deep trouble, sacrificing some of my time and money. Without exception, each time I gained much more than the ones I was helping out, and as hard as it may be to comprehend, my gain is not measured in favors of any kind. I could try to explain it, but most people already know from their own experience what I am talking about, while others will never understand. Bucky is working day and night to help people in distress (knowing myself, I would probably volunteer to do it once a week if I lived in New York). Does he seek or expect any favors from those who need his help? Did anyone expect any favor when we gave RushNY words of support and appreciation? (Hmm, a hot guy in uniform, maybe we did hope...)

 

As I said, anything said about me is fine, it's a free world. But what on Earth is the point in throwing insults into others? They did not post that message, I did. Why can't all the unfair attacks and insults be limited to my person? I can take it, no problem. What I can't get are the insults thrown in the face of someone who does the right thing and takes his life in his hands, booting himself out of deep shit. I thought there could be nothing worse, but I was wrong (again) - along comes someone who has to cope with the same problem, someone who is certainly entitled to the same degree of support if and when he decides to face the challenge, and yet he seems to condone the insults with reference to his very own problem.

 

Mike is apparently a smart guy and his instincts were much better than mine. He moved his updates from the message board to his Website. I made the huge mistake of posting my message here. After the dust settled, I was sorry to see two of my friends were hit, and I feel responsible for that. I wish I could retract my post.

 

I apologize to those who found my behavior improper. I apologize to all the readers who were exposed to this thread. I apologize to my friends who were hit as innocent bystanders, I feel really bad about it. I promise this is not going to happen again. I hope this thread can finally pass away now.

 

One last thing: Hoo and Daddy, could you please delete TT's rating of me, it's not posible to rate the same poster twice and I want his rating to express his current opinion of me.

[Guest Stephan-Lacoste]

RE: Enough

 

Big hugs to you CMP

[Guest Stefano]

RE: Enough

 

>Big hugs to you CMP

 

I second that! Not only do I second that, but I also second the motion to let this post pass...

 

I only have one thing to add before I put any closure on this entire issue. This is for anyone who has just joined the message center and may not be aware of all that has happened in the past. So in regards to cp not being happy with the fact that I posted his email I do not apoligize. I once did but at this point I don't feel any need to.

 

I posted the email anonymously and had no intention of changing that. Now the fact that you came out and said it was yours was a choice made entirely by free will. If you are a bit offended by the fact that you didn't get the same response as I did, then maybe you should take a few things into count. The fact that when you replied you really didn't ask for any help. I did.. And I was very happy and appreciative that I received it. But don't be angry at people for not doing something that you expected them to do without asking. I still don't expect anything fom them, yet I still get lots. And lastly when we met I thought you were a nice and genuine guy yourself. But a guy that wasn't ready to admit he had any problem. Noone can help you unless you make the first move. I hope I'm not coming on too strong but I think the fact that I didn't make the decision to say whose email it was needed to be stated clearly.

 

Thanks to one and all for your time.

 

Mike